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Usually I'd say I'm a black sheep among the society. I feel like my thoughts are mostly just different from others.

But then on second thought. I'm neither the normal white sheep nor black sheep. I'm definitely an in-between, perhaps the Silver sheep? ¬¬''  I guess that makes it even worse than a black sheep.. Lol ..*ahem*

Have to say I'm rewatching this anime " Clannad " lately. Still same old , I think this is more or less my 5th time rewatching it =x

This happened to be the anime that really taught me kindness and the importance of relationships. Friends and family. Every-time I watch something like that , I would always wished I exist in their world instead of the current one. Sure , guess you can label me as the uh.. so called " anime freak" , but seriously , I don't give a damn. At least , that's the only thing that showed me that their world is one of those which is worth living for. It's kind of magical whenever I try imagining myself in their world. Seems like it's a world that is fit for even a weirdo as weird as the one talking here. *hah*

But one thing I would love to hate so much about Clannad is that how beautiful they made friendship and relationship means. Makes me feel sad whenever I have to turn of the anime and to find myself that I'm back in reality. Where people back stab you , even if it's your closest friend. And that there's no such thing as the existence of such caring people around.

I could barely feel touched by anything. But most of the time when I feel touched , it'd be coming from scenes from animes.

Great. Now for the Conclusion : I'm too weird. Lol.

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I've also re-watched some old 2D animation cartoon. Quest for Camelot.
    There was this part where the main guy character got scratched by an arrow that shot by. And from the comments I read , most people wrote stuffs like ..

" oh ? just a scratch? There's not even any blood I can see and the girl's telling him not to die??"
"crap , just a tiny scratch and he's dying?"

Then... I kinda realize that people nowadays had really got used to seeing a character still fighting crazy even when they're already bleeding all over. I mean.. seriously?

Can't people just sometimes try to widen their thoughts a little? For instance , when we get paper cuts , even if it's just a tiny one at our finger or something , I bet they're still gonna hurt a little , no?

Seems like violence and blood are what people demand to see in films and animations nowadays.

IF that is the case.. I think I'd like to drop my animation course. I don't ever think I could enjoy doing any animation if that's the demand in movies and films nowadays. I'm getting tired of how problematic society and the thoughts of people these days.

Sounds like I'm talking jiberish here >.> .. but oh well , I'm definitely having my bad days now..

There's not much people out there who really understands and treasures simple friendship and stuffs out there anymore now.. are they? =/
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ReeLay Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2011  Student General Artist
*sigh*
Yeah... I know what you mean... Everyday it's the same thing... But when I'm alone and have time to think, I always imagine myself as an anime character and how better my life would be! I've created my own plot and always feel as though, one day, it'll happen. But it never will. Then I remember that it's all just fantasy and feel sad... XD
Whenever I tell people that I know, who don't like anime, they think I'm the "silver sheep" too. But I love how online, there are so many people who feel the same way and I love how openly I can speak to them.
It's weird how the people that I don't even know, understand me better than my own friends. XD
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Themasknevercomesoff Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
You will one day find a friend worth dying for.. but until then it isn't harmful to prefer the imaginary, far too many of my friends have hurt me, its like the truth doesn't matter to most people and secrets can be shared with whoever they please.
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Ani-casma Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
TTATT Anime shows so much great friendship TTATT

Lawl. I was kinda like that too (But I think ppl are just scared of me or sumtin =3=)

And now I have friends but they already betrayed so I can't trust that they wouldn't do it again =v= (Ah. Shallow friendship is depressing)

But I have really great friends on the internet >w< They have to be the closest to a true friend i could ever have >w< (Tho they don't see me in real life Q_Q)
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Yokoshiro Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011   Digital Artist
Yeah. Funny that I actually learnt the true meaning of friendship from animes >.>

Hm yes friends on internet do seem nice. But you never know until you really hang out with them in real life though =]
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Ani-casma Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
>w< Yeah I guess. (I'm scared of meeting them tho :3)
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blankfaceisclaimed Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
gosh, outsider amongst outsiders.
i'm lucky to have the most amazing people as my friends. they put up with my crazy mood swings and cynicism, and i love them so much. there is such a thing as true friendship out there, and people who will stick with you always.

and about the violence and gore crap, i know how you feel. a good movie shouldn't have to be filled with fight scenes and blood. i just read a book, Battler Royale, and it was so graphic that i just wanted to rip the pages out and flush them down the toilet. and it was ridiculously unrealistic too, and i felt like every other page said something about rape or people having their brains blown apart.

so don't worry, there are other sheep like you in the world. and silver is a very nice color. ^___^
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Yokoshiro Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011   Digital Artist
Yeah I had those kind of friends back in high school. But uh well , that kind of bond's gone for now. I'm not too sure if I can agree on there's friends that'd stick to you always. =]

Yes. But that's what most people like watching these days lol. People bashing people up and stuffs. And what's worst , they're bashing each other's stuffs like just for random fun , it's like there's no lesson / moral value for the bashing ups. -__-

yeah , glad to hear that. It's nice being a silver sheep here =]
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blankfaceisclaimed Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
i'm not sure how i'll keep in contact with my friends after highschool, but i'll figure it out when the time comes, i guess. :]

you and i are of a kind, and there's few people out there who would agree with us, but they exist, so just keep looking. i'm sure that you'll find them eventually. ;D
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07-Ghost8 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011
i know exactly what u mean. >.>; up until about 8th rade, i NEVER fit in, and i didnt care, now i have a few GREAt friends, and im still 'an outsider' xD well my friends are too, but whatever xD
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Yokoshiro Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011   Digital Artist
Haha nice. I have friends too , but most of them are just for talk and promise breakers. But at least for some reason I'm not too sad that I'm not fitting in to society. In fact I'm ok being left out from them and be in my own world for some reason.
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07-Ghost8 Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2011
lol. yea, alot of the time i enjoy the fact that they leave me alone ^^ its fun to watch the drama unfold from the shadows xD
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Kryana Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011
I'm really lucky to have the friends I do. I can honestly say that even though I've had my moments where I asked myself what ever happened with people that they've changed so much, I haven't felt like that for a long time. I'm also aspiring to work with animation, and the people around me are my biggest inspiration, even though I certainly don't have your skills ^^; As for those comments, sure people say that, but there are also those who don't say anything because they're left speechless and I sure do believe it's worth doing what you love for your own, and also for enjoyment of those very people :) I hope you feel better soon!
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Yokoshiro Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011   Digital Artist
Yeah , I just don't really like how people are thinking and seeing things these days. Or maybe it's just that my thoughts and ways of seeing things has always been different from theirs all along =x

hmm even if you say it's worth doing what I want for my own , it's not going to happen while I'm in college though. Apparently my tutors and most guy's classmate are pretty much game freaks and are really into mechas and robots stuffs. So you could guess "designing robots" are often given as our assignment thing ''
I prefer just studying on simple human characters and emotion stuffs. Uh robot and guns? Seriously , I'm not interested in them one bit.
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Mist-chan17 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011  Student General Artist
Lol I understand that feeling.
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Yokoshiro Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011   Digital Artist
Yeah , arigato =]
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Mist-chan17 Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2011  Student General Artist
No problem
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Leehocking514 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011  Student General Artist
I'm not too much with the crowd myself either, so don't get down about it, if anything its a good thing XD
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Yokoshiro Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011   Digital Artist
Yeah , same thing here. Don't really feel like joining in the crowd either.
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Leehocking514 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2011  Student General Artist
Well like I said its more of a good thing than a bad one.
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